Needle marks in my skin, daily dose of suicide
My world has burnt to ash, you’re always in my mind
Another day, another high, just for one last time
I look at your judging eyes with remorse of what I am
Addiction now my only friend, though I still love you within
While I am waiting for the end, for a new time to begin
Deep down I feel I’ve failed you, I just wanna be free
You’ll have to help me through, ‘cause this sickness is in me
I’ve tried to take control but the drugs control me
They’re the only thing that get me through the day
I don’t think I can make it without you by my side
My life turned to shit on the day that you died
Addiction now my only friend, though I still love you within
While I am waiting for the end, for a new time to begin
Deep down I feel I’ve failed you, I just wanna be free
You’ll have to help me through, ‘cause this sickness is in me
This empire, ruins of me
Addiction, set me free
Only thing to cope with my pain, the pain of this cruel world
This god forsaken man you can’t save, my time has gone
One another fucking junkie, can’t take this anymore
All that’s left of the old me is my love for you
Addiction now my only friend, though I still love you within
While I am waiting for the end, for a new time to begin
Deep down I feel I’ve failed you, I just wanna be free
You’ll have to help me through, ‘cause this sickness is in me
It's a beautiful piece of music made by a friend of mine and his bandmate. Go check it out if you haven't already (you probably have). Shadow of Desolation