I promised myself I wouldn’t go this far
But what other options do I have?
They can’t see the pain inside of me
No one sees my sorrow killing me from within

My pain subsides my hatred, nothing for me to carry on
Nothing can fix my sorrow, I have been waiting for so long
I didn’t love you enough until you were gone
This pain inside of me I can’t bear anymore

I just want to end it all, I’m dying from inside
There’s no decision, I’m done with my life
After you left there’s nothing more for me
One last thing for me to do to finally unite me and you

My pain subsides my hatred, nothing for me to carry on
Nothing can fix my sorrow, I have been waiting for so long
I didn’t love you enough until you were gone
This pain inside of me I can’t bear anymore

My mind has gone, it’s led me astray
Ever since you died I’ve sank in self-despise
The memories of you are fading away
I’ll never see you again, but soon we’ll reunite

One last thought and its all for you
The good and bad, all we went through
They say only the good die young
But I hoped we wouldn’t die at all

An overdose to numb the pain
You know that this is my fate
All I’ve ever loved was you
Now you’re gone and soon I will be too

I slit my wrists open, no remorse as I gaze into your eyes
This is the path I’ve chosen, because I know I won’t rise
I can’t live this broken, it’s time I set my own demise
My arms start feeling frozen, I bleed out as you watch me die